Monday, August 29, 2011

im done now

i know im getting a ticket now.  i cracked and i couldnt help it

i asked her to meet me after work and when she didnt i cracked and basically sent her a letter via email just asking her for a chance asking her for anything anything at all  and it was long and poured alot of emotion out and i almost bet money shes going to the cops with it ... so another ticket in the mail.  i cant help it she was my best friend and soo much shit has gone on that i just couldnt handle it anymore  she knows soo much and im so comfortable talking to her and i needed someone to talk to and when i didnt have that i tried to get something to fix that ..... i need to fix the friendship soo bad i feel im about to go off the handle i really am i just dont know what to do anymore im screwed just screwed
i just need to fix this or else im afraid im going to do something bad

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