well what can i tell you about today.... today has been a real rough day ... i dont know if im gonna make my orignal mark and i dont kno if its going to even matter ... i might just get in trouble for it anyways, so why wait right?
im so close to just sending her a message and letting the cards fall as they may ... even my bike ride didnt work today because for some reason i really wanted a rider and she is the onely one i wanted or could think of to put on the back of my bike
" i would like to talk to you when your ready but i would also like to know when that will be? i am willing to try my best to wait till then but its hard without knowing when then is"
if i had the chance to say something thats what i wanted to say ... i almost sent it to her anyways ... its so hard not to have any contact with her
i just wish i could get a timeframe it would make things so much easier she doesnt understand how hard the last three weeks have been and its soo much harder now .... all i want is a chance to start anew a chance to make things right ...
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