so its been awhile since i posted on here but i tried to get her to meet me somewhere just to talk and she wouldnt  a friend sent her a messsage and she replied to that so i know how mom is ok  and i also dont understand why she wont even say a word to me ... i mean what did i do that was so terrible... she broke up with me for another man  not the other way around ... she was just everything i had and although its getting easier  i still want the friendship....

i just dont know what i did but it really eats me up inside  all i have been asking is for her to say something to me ... anything .... why is that so hard ... i just dont understand ....

i sent her another chance to come see me after work for 5 minutes i hope she does it